Without darkness there cannot be light… It is in the darkness that our soul, our true self, has the opportunity to expand and evolve. It is in light that our spirit soars high, finding wholeness and oneness. Our body, spirit, and soul is the trinity of our conscious existence and it is in the search for balance between these three where we find true peace and happiness.
It was the darkness that greeted Zoë and I on the coast of the Pacific Northwest, down through Washington and into Oregon. It was the echoes of the abundant life that once lived in such harmony. The fish of vast seas, animals of the forests, and the spirits of the trees and healing plants that once rained over this beautiful land were now only visions of the past, flashing in the shadows of those trees that survived. Now in the place of this world, massive chimneys bellowed smoke upon the ancient beaches. As I listened to the waves crash, stories where told of balance and harmony and of the ancient people who called this place home, and how clear cutting -a destructive, intellectual idea- has rapped the forests of spirit, diverse life, and balance. As the rain fell from the stumps of ancient giants who carried wisdom unknown to the hand with the saw, it was as if tears fell solemnly to the ground. As we walked through the great forests, that were somewhat protected from this blind hand of destruction, the souls of the trees cried out as their brethren continue to be torn down for profit. The new régime- not living in nature, not even living with nature- conquers nature in the name of economic stimulus. I could not help to imagine or to dream of that time long ago… a time of balance between body, soul, and spirit, and of the individuals who once hunted the land, fished the seas, and found health in the plants. The light of my spirit became hidden from me in the darkness I was experiencing.
The imbalance we have created in this region is intellectualized, and peace is found in the rational mind. We now believe and teach our children that the intellectual-critical mind is what should guide us through this world, rather than attuning to the intelligence of our heart or the wisdom of our soul. Those indigenous to this area, once so attuned, are now oppressed and sent to live in exile on Reservations beneath the shadow of the genocide of their elders. Now, two ill States, dependent on logging, are manifesting symptoms in the form of methadone addiction, crime, and the abuse of nicotine and alcohol.
Yet through all this darkness lies hope, an opportunity for our souls to dance once more. As one of our great teachers explained to us in Eugene… “There is light in dark times!” As the world becomes more extreme and polarized each day, we as individuals have the chance to shine light into the darkest of places. I know that the answers we are looking for are not found “out there,” but rather deep down inside each of us. It is my hope that each of us find the courage to take the plunge deep within one’s self… for what lies within our own darkness is dangerous and troubling… it is what we despise the most in others… it is what we try to destroy in our enemies. However, if we find this courage… if we can teach our children this courage… our images of enemies, fears, and destruction may someday be recognized as mere illusions and fade into the past. Then, we may find the guiding force of love lighting our way in times of trouble and conflict. The soul will have done its work, for a time, and the spirit will once again shine and soar, as each individual continues to discover balance within our own body, spirit, and soul.